The urge shot through the mans body,
uncontrollable, like sharks in a feeding frenzy. He
could only quench
his feverish desires by carrying out unspeakable devilish acts. The victim
didn't matter, no
thought was given to any implications of the satanic rituals. Several times
Bernardo resorted
to defecating of human beings in order to satisfy his sick and abnormal urges.
Paul Bernardo's
lustful and diverted sexual desires sprouted from the influence of pornography.
Pornography
caused him to fixate on anal intercourse, and violent, dominant sex. Pornography
also played a
large role in his lust for younger virgins, and the ever apparent satomasifism
as
seen on
tape.
Paul Bernardo, during his teenage years became
slowly infatuated with women mostly
because of his
obsession with porn films. At the time
film was enough to feed his growing
desire for kinky
sex. He was content to just watch and
not act out what he saw on the videos.
Through the
steady diet of grotesque video's he
became of aware of the type of women he
wanted through
what he saw. He lusted a women who was
submissive and eager to please. This
was the beginning
of his abnormal sexual behavior.
One year out of high school, Paul began his
journey into the world of sexual control were
he dated a
sixteen year old high school student.
This girl perfectly fit the description of Pauls
ideal in being
naive and unsophisticated. Over the
three and one half years Paul was with her he
used her like his
personal sex toy. Throughout the entire
relationship he convinced her that what
they were doing
was acceptable behavior. An example of
his acceptable behavior was wrapping
a piece of twine
around her neck while he sodomized her.
The twine only satisfied Bernardo for
a time. Later, a knife became part of his
"kit." These mercenary acts were all influenced by
porno films. Paul became aroused with the power to be the
master in his sexual acts and he
couldn't get
enough.
One night in October of 1993 Paul seemed to be
a magnet to Karla Homoka. The minute
the two met,
there relationship set off like a missile.
Karla suffered love at first sight, with his
looks, charm and
maturity she couldn't go wrong. Karla
was just the type of women Bernardo
desired. She was good-looking, had a great body was
naive and trusting, someone he could
control, dominate
and use as his personal sex toy. There
sex life fired into action and the two
were constantly
searching for new adventures. The pair
began having anal sex with Paul pulling
a electrical cord
around her own neck while his camera recorded the moment. The two's
intimacy seemed
to have no limits. When it came to their
desires, their urges were unstoppable.
Karla was like a
dream come true for Paul because she resembled the women in the Salacious
video's Paul
watched. This made Pauls sex life feral
knowing that he had a tremendous
opportunity with
Karla and all his sexual fantacies could be carried out.
Karla appeared as though she would go to all
lengths to please her persuasive and
controlling lover.
She was controlled by Paul that she helped him drug and rape her younger
sister
Tammy. She even performed oral sex on
her to please her demented lover, while Paul
filmed the
event. This new world of sexual dementia
brought Paul to abduct the teen Leslie
Mahaffy. Bernardo kept her for a day, during which he
satisfied his lusts, videotaping the
assaults for
later pleasure. Mahaffy had to refer to
Bernardo as master as he raped her. Ten
months later
Bernardo struck again kidnapping Kristen French. Bernardo inflicted similar
hideous
atrocities to his 3rd victim as he had done before. Pauls putrescent fantasies, brought
upon by his early
encounters with sex, altered his interests and enticed his mind. Becoming
remiss of his
partners and being remorseless to their presence, he chose to act in such a
barbarous
way. He only cared about his sexual
satisfaction and felt that nothing could stand in
the way of his
demented fantasies.
Indoctrinated in his mind at an early age, were
demented ideas of what sexual fulfillment
should be. Paul Bernardo grew to become the remorseless,
dysfunctional person he is today
because of his
early experiences. Suffering from
uncontrollable erotic sensations which
compelled him to
carry out his inhuman acts he struggled to please his immense sexual appetite,
his many deranged
fantasies were a result of his interest in pornographic material which fixated
his mind on
limitless, controlling sex. If Bernardo
was subject to different intellectual material
as a child Paul
may have chosen a different path to follow.
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