Richard's Hungers
Have you ever experienced real hunger? The kinds of hungers that
Richard
experiences in Black Boy are not evident in the society where
you and I
reside. The present middle class
citizens cannot really relate
to true physical
hunger. Hunger for most of us is when
there is nothing
that we desire to
eat around the house and therefore skip one meal. This
cannot even
compare to the days that Richard endures without food.
Physical hunger,
however, is not the only hunger apparent in Richard's life.
Richard suffers
from emotional and educational hungers as well.
He yearns
for such things
as mere association with others and simple books to read.
Both of which are
things that most people take for granted.
This efficacious
autobiography,
Black Boy, by Richard Wright manifests what it is like to
desire such
simple paraphernalia.
From a very early age and for much of his life
thereafter, Richard
experiences
chronic physical hunger. "Hunger
stole upon me slowly that at
first I was not
aware of what hunger really meant.
Hunger had always been
more or less at
my elbow when I played, but now I began to wake up at night
to find hunger
standing at my bedside, staring at me gauntly" (16). Soon
after the
disappearance of Richard's father, he begins to notice constant
starvation. This often reappears in his ensuing
life. The type of hunger
that Richard
describes is worse than one who has not experienced chronic
hunger can even
imagine. "Once again I knew hunger,
biting hunger, hunger
that made my body
aimlessly restless, hunger that kept me on edge, that
made my temper
flare, that made my temper flare, hunger that made hate
leap out of my
heart like the dart of a serpent's tongue, hunger that
created in me odd
cravings" (119). Because hunger has
always been a part
of Richard's lifestyle, he cannot even imagine
eating meat every day.
This simple
privilege would be a miracle to him, yet to most it is nothing.
These weakening
and piercing hungers are frequently evident where poverty
dwells in the Jim
Crow South.
Furthermore, emotional hunger also represses
much of Richard's life.
Richard desires
attention from people. However, since he
does not receive
much of this at
home, he does not really know how to associate with others.
This provokes a
problem when he leaves home because he cannot understand the
friendliness of
people around him. "Nevertheless, I
was so starved for
association with
people that I allowed myself to be seduced by it all, and
for a few months
I lived the life of an optimist" (178).
Richard's home was
mostly a hostile
environment, therefore, in addition to craving food he also
yearns for
love. Another thing that contributes to
Richard's emotional hunger
the subject of
blacks and whites. "I wanted to
understand these two sets of
people who lived
side by side and never touched, it seemed, except in violence"
(54). He viewed this culture of justifiable torment
as senseless, but dared
not go against
it. Richard accepted this segregation,
but never let the whites
go too far in the
way they treated him. Richard desired to
be able to speak
his mind and not
be tormented by the whites. It was
harder for him than others
to succumb to
these ways, which is why he moved to the North.
Oftentimes this
emotional state
leads to loneliness and overwhelming grief.
Although all these hungers are very
significant, the hunger for education
is the one that
Richard has the hardest time enduring.
Richard is a very bright
boy, yet nobody
encourages him to learn because Negro children of the Jim Crow
South just did
not grow up to be successful. In fact,
many blacks settled for
ignorance and
illiteracy. However, Richard takes full
advantage of the few
opportunities he
does encounter to learn and read.
"I hungered for the sharp,
frightening,
breathtaking, almost painful excitement that the story had given
me, and I vowed
that as soon as I was old enough I would buy all the novels
there were and
read them to feed that thirst for violence that was in me, for
intrigue, for
plotting, for secrecy, for bloody murders" (46). Richard
passionately
craves reading, but his grandmother views these stories as
devilish and
forbids him to read such things. Granny
is very oppressive and
the cause of much
his educational hunger. Moreover, many
times Richard is
unable to go to
school because they did not have enough money, not only for
books, but also
for clothing to make him look "presentable." A greater part
of his education
is not by way of formal schooling but learning through
experience. Richard is a very curious boy and wants to
learn as much as
possible. Repeatedly, Richard asks too many questions
of people around him,
inducing them to
become annoyed. He gets very excited
when he learns new
things. "...I had learned to count to a hundred
and I was overjoyed....
I would read the
newspapers with my mother guiding me and spelling out the
words. I soon became a nuisance by asking far too
many questions of everybody"
(26). As someone stranded in a hot desert without
water, Richard's thirst for
learning is never
fully quenched.
Whether it be physical, emotional, or
educational hunger that Richard
suffers through,
all affect him significantly. However,
this strong and
determined
character of Richard Wright's Black Boy, succeeds even with these
famines. Now, as an adult living in the North, he has
surmounted these obstacles
and consequently
is stronger than most people. The main
reason he does survive
is due to the
great endurance he possesses. Today, few
people in our society
would be able to
survive through such hungers.
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