The girl slowly creeped across the floor. She
had a look on her face of love. She
began to tempt
me. I could not allow her to take control over me. I could not resist. I had
to let the love
warm my body. I have let her take over once again. I have lost to her kiss.
The kiss that has
sweetened my blood. I absorbed her body.
I walked down the trail on a journey to find my
house. I took this route every day.
I know that it
will lead me back to the place that I love so much. The place that I learn to
make something of
myself. This wonderful place that I call home, gives me power. I am
finally a free
man. I can survive well, and I control my everyday thing. I love living alone.
I
am in control. I
set the rules, I am the man of house. I rule my own country.
She tickles me with her long nails. She
scratches the back of my neck oh so gently.
I get high off of
this girls love so often. I met her at a symphony. She is very popular all
the puppies of my
society adore her. She has seen parts of the world that no one else has.
She has been
kicked out of this country many times. The dreams I have after I sleep with
this woman are so
incredible that it makes me a little crazy the next day.
Why do my parents keep bothering me? I can hold
my own now. I am mature, I
am a man. I do
get distracted real easily and my parents keep ruining my distraction, I am
upset because of
that. I have my own apartment in Santa Cruz, I live in a pardise.
California has it
all, beautiful beaches, pretty girls, great bars, money, palm trees, and tons
of smog. Can't
live without it.
This girl really is a trip. All the things
people have said about her are true. I saw
her at the tikki
bar the other day, she was dressed in a suit that had stars and stripes on it.
She was looking
fine. I asked her if she wanted to go for a walk, she replied with a sexy,
acceptance. The
journey started off heavenly. Then as always she started the tease. She
stripped me down
naked. I had lost all control, I slipped out of this world and she wont let
me back in. The
life flowed out of my lips. Her lips suddenly tasted like almonds, I knew I
was in trouble
now.
My parents came up to visit me today but I was
not home. I missed them by a
couple of hours.
Bummer because I am not coming back on my usual route today. The
jouney I am
taking today will lead me to the end of a long trail, the trail of a deadly
relationship.
That girl has stirred up a problem. I cannot
see her anymore. Her little act has
gotten me into a
problem that I can no longer rule. It is not my fault. She dumped me.
Why did I upset
her? I am sorry, really. I never mean to hurt anyone so please forgive me.
I did not mean to
cut anything short, especially life.
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